This is a devotion I gave for the women's ministry: Soul Café.
Like every time I have
to give a devotion, I have a great idea.
I say something like, I know exactly what I want to talk about. The problem with this statement is that,
every time God says, this is not about what you want, it is about what I
want. So I intended to talk about fixing
things. How as women we want to fix
everything, and we think we can, but we really should just be fixing our eyes on
Jesus and trusting him to take care of things.
God in His wisdom, has laid this on my heart instead for you’ll tonight.
As I look around at the
faces of the women gathered here, I am sure we could hold a contest. That
contest would be who is the most tired?
Who has run around the most? Who
has the most to do? When I listen to women talk, time is always an
issue. Where are we putting it? Or it
never feels like there is enough. Or just a general feeling of disconnect
because we are partially plugged into so many things, but we are connected to
none.
It used to be that
women did things together. They would
get together without an agenda. Better
yet the only agenda was to help each other, to share real friendship and to
mentor one another.
I don’t know about you
but I have 407 friends on facebook. I
can get text messages all day long. I
check on people and share minor moments, but many times even with all the
technology around I still feel disconnected.
Who can I really tell the truth about me to? Who can I share my fears with? Who can I share my broken heart with? Who is going to pray with me or for me when I
am just not able to pray for myself? Who
will be my friend when I am simply unloveable?
There are very few people I am truly connected to, people whom I am
willing to share the ugly side of me.
As women we often
struggle alone, trying to balance the act of mom, wife, daughter,
daughter-in-law, employee, and friend, because when it is all said and done,
our friendships are polite acquaintances.
It takes time to let anyone know the real things that are happening in
our lives, and most of those moments take place between carpool or dinner, or
whatever other obligation we have committed too. Sometimes we don’t even stop to ask each
other, how are you? And take the time to really listen because we are always on
the go.
What does the Bible
says about being a Godly woman, Proverbs 31:10-30
10 [b]A
wife of noble character who can find?
She
is worth far more than rubies.
11 Her husband has full confidence in her
and
lacks nothing of value.
12 She brings him good, not harm,
all
the days of her life.
13 She selects wool and flax
and
works with eager hands.
14 She is like the merchant ships,
bringing
her food from afar.
15 She gets up while it is still night;
she
provides food for her family
and
portions for her female servants.
16 She considers a field and buys it;
out
of her earnings she plants a vineyard.
17 She sets about her work vigorously;
her
arms are strong for her tasks.
18 She sees that her trading is profitable,
and
her lamp does not go out at night.
19 In her hand she holds the distaff
and
grasps the spindle with her fingers.
20 She opens her arms to the poor
and
extends her hands to the needy.
21 When it snows, she has no fear for her
household;
for
all of them are clothed in scarlet.
22 She makes coverings for her bed;
she
is clothed in fine linen and purple.
23 Her husband is respected at the city gate,
where
he takes his seat among the elders of the land.
24 She makes linen garments and sells them,
and
supplies the merchants with sashes.
25 She is clothed with strength and dignity;
she
can laugh at the days to come.
26 She speaks with wisdom,
and
faithful instruction is on her tongue.
27 She watches over the affairs of her
household
and
does not eat the bread of idleness.
28 Her children arise and call her blessed;
her
husband also, and he praises her:
29 “Many women do noble things,
but
you surpass them all.
30 Charm is deceptive, and beauty is fleeting;
but
a woman who fears the Lord is to be praised.
So
we spend our days quite like this, trying to accomplish this laundry list of
things that a Godly woman should do. I
don’t know about you but I fall short.
The passage is overwhelming to me, and I don’t even know where to begin. I’ve always wondered how can one woman do all
of this? So we try and we run from place
to place missing something very important. A older wiser woman finally shared with me the
secret to this passage, she told me, it is not written as a day or a week in
the life, but as different seasons in the life of a woman.
The
thing about today is that we live in a world that wants us to do everything in
a day, and it wants us to do it alone, to have no mentors and no real
friendships. The world wants us to feel comforted
by facebook status, and a number of friends, even though it is hollow and
lonely. The world is pleased that our
time is swept away and that no one is reminding us of real friendship,
fellowship, or mentorship.
Titus:
2: 3-5
Likewise,
teach the older women to be reverent in the way they live, not to be slanderers
or addicted to much wine, but to teach what is good.
4 Then they can urge the younger women to love
their husbands and children, 5 to be
self-controlled and pure, to be busy at home, to be kind, and to be subject to
their husbands, so that no one will malign the word of God.
You
see we live in a time where we do not make time for mentorship, or friendship
the exceeds a surface level. We don’t
call each other anymore, we text. We
don’t visit each other because our time is spent working, carting kids around,
and making up all the home responsibilities we put off to be at work or
somewhere else. We often look at older
people from afar, and don’t make time to value their experience. With Google at our finger tips we can search
for any answer we might need, instead of seeking out the advice and experience
from the women around us. We don’t want
to be exposed for not knowing, or needing help.
We don’t want to recognize that God uses His people to help in audible
ways, so like the famous story goes, we drown on the roof waiting for God to
show up and missing the boats or opportunities He sent.
Now
a lot of people ask me about my relationship with my mother in law. They wonder how we have the relationship we
do. She would say, she just decided she
was going to like me no matter what. I
would say, I decided I was going to include her, because she never had a
daughter. She is one of my best
friends. She has been the friend and
mentor that I needed at almost every step of my married and adult life. She has been brave enough to tell me the hard
things, and I have been wise enough to listen and not be condemned. We have shared a Titus 2 relationship. She has taught the things I missed growing
up. She and I are balanced, she is the
good cop and I am the bad cop. She
encourages me to stand up for myself and say things I would never without her
pushing. She brings the best out in me,
even when it hurts. She adds a dynamic
to my daughter her granddaughter that cannot come from me or someone of my
generation. In response, I share, I
love, I forgive, I listen, I pray, and I respect her, even when I don’t agree
or am offended. You see we have learned
that our friendship makes us both better.
We learn from each other, and as a result we grow in our faith through
the gifts God has shown us in each other.
Friendship
is hard. It takes work and it takes
time, and these days’ time and friendship are two things that are hard to come
by. God in His wisdom knows how
important fellowship with likeminded believers is. We are instructed to encourage each other
daily. 1 Thessalonians 5 talks about because
we are in the light and not the darkness we should encourage each other and
build each other up. Hebrews 3:13 says: But encourage one another daily, as long as
it is called “Today,” so that none of you may be hardened by sin’s
deceitfulness. We must tell each
other truth. We must create a language
of truth, and encourage each other with
God’s word.
You
see, as I look around at the faces tonight.
I see young women, I see older women, I see women who are new
Christians, I see women with grown children, babies, and everywhere in
between. We are all struggling with time
and connection. We are all trying to
figure out something. We need to be
brave enough to let someone in. We need
to be brave enough to listen to truth, and not feel condemned. We need to speak truth, and love. We need to lean on each other as a fellowship
of Christian women.
I
always like to leave a challenge on the table.
Tonight I ask each of you to look around, find someone you can mentor in
Christ. I challenge you to be brave
enough to speak truth in love to each other.
I challenge you to be brave enough to accept friendship that goes deeper
than, “I am fine.” I challenge you to make time for Christian fellowship
without agenda, but a fellowship of friendship and encouragement that will grow
you in Christ.
Philemon
1:6, has this prayer that I want to make our prayer for tonight:
“…and
I pray that the fellowship of your faith may become effective through the
knowledge of every good thing which is in you for Christ’s sake.
Thank you for coming tonight.