My husband and I are coming up on our 10 years anniversary. I love that man. I love him so much, sometimes I just want to smother him while he lays there snoring, LOUDLY very LOUDLY! When I got married, I didn't know much about being married, and after ten years, it is safe to say I am still learning. Here are a few things I do know.
Humor is one of the keys to my marriage. We say it all the time, if we didn't have humor, one of us would be dead. My mother in law told me that when she asked my hubby why he wanted to marry me, he said, "because she just makes me laugh." She also said she knew we were meant to be when at my bridal shower, I was asked the same thing, and I said,"He just makes me laugh." We work because we laugh. We work because there is a time for humor and a time to let go of the things that are sometimes said regretfully. We use our humor to ease forgiveness for the many moments we speak before thinking. We jokingly say that we have been married 84 LONG years, but they have been wonderful years! After all that time we still make each other laugh almost every day. It is a good way to live, and to build longevity in life and marriage!
I am not going to change that man! I know where his boots are going to be, and that I am going to trip over them every night! I know that he likes to drink Maalox out of the bottle solely to gross me out. (Just an FYI, label my bottle so he won't touch it!) He also likes to gulp his water on purpose to irritate me. He often leaves his clothes right next to the dirty clothes basket, and has a tendency to leave doors open. The medicine cabinet in particular. I write all this knowing that I have my share of bad habits and idiosyncrasies that drive him crazy. However, after 10 years, these are things I should not fuss over or try to change. If I spent all my time harping on the little things, what fun would that be? After all, we have a daughter to raise, and there are enough differences in opinion there to keep us in "discussion" for a lifetime.
"In your marriage you can't keep score!" This is the best advice we were given and STILL reminded of to this day. (Given by my mother-in-law.) While it is hard to live like that, I try not to waste my time complaining about the things that are not going to change. I often ask myself is this really important in the grand scheme of things? I believe when change is necessary it should be made first by my attitude. I find that if I change my attitude from nagging wife, change comes so much easier and nicer. This works everyday except Sunday. Sunday is the day when no matter how hard we try, there is an arguement before Church. The argument usually has to do with who is the root cause of why we are running late, or just how long does it take him to get out of my space! Either way, the result always ends up in us laughing about Sunday being our designated day to fight!
God is the center of our marriage. While my husband and I speak two totally different languages, we can agree on one thing. That is God is the most important part of our lives. We have to put Him first, act according to His will, and train our daughter to love Jesus and righteousness. Now if my husband was telling this he would put it like this, "If you don't love Jesus you are stupid." Or He may say, God is in control, we don't have to worry." He doesn't use "churchy" words or elegant phrases. As a matter of fact he often can not speak as fast as his mind is moving and therefore, either stumbles over his words or completely omits things speaking in fragmented sentences. The truth is, when we were married we were united before God and together we try to live and love as God has called us to. In chapter 8, verse 31 of Romans says, "If God is for us, who then can be against us." We take our vows seriously.
I hope that the next ten years and beyond will continue to be a blessing. The Lord has given me someone who is truly my match. I have loved every minute, good and bad. I hope that when we reach our golden years, that we still laugh as much as we do now!
This is my mindset, now let me hear yours.
Monday, June 25, 2012
Wednesday, June 6, 2012
Courageous Prayer
There are days I wake up and I feel like I am living one big blonde moment. It is like, I hear things being said, but nothing is sinking in. I find myself at a cross roads. I have some decisions to make, and while they have been looming around, it is like all the sudden a doorbell went off in my head that said, DING DONG, wake up decide now, not later!
It is a funny thing, when I find myself needing God's direction, I usually don't ask for it. Or better yet, I ask and then don't wait to see what he says. I spent my evening praying that I would hear what God is calling me to do, and I spent half the morning not listening. I had three conversations with three different people and each one of them said the same thing to me. Then like a light switch I ask, is this one of those times God is using people to get his message across? Oh but wait!! Change is scary!
I find it NO coincidence that my scripture reading was about being courageous. In Sunday school, we started the book of Joshua. I missed class yesterday to snuggle babies in my monthly rotation at the nursery. I read my homework last night as the rest of my household was sleeping. I am not sure that I have ever read the complete book of Joshua, but it drew me in right in chapter one.
It begins with Joshua being God's chosen leader to follow the footsteps of Moses. WOW, can you imagine? I certainly can not imagine Joshua and how he must have felt, but according to my conclusion from scripture, he must have been afraid. This was a huge change for Joshua, and change can be paralyzed by fear. God instructs Joshua four different times to be strong and courageous.
VS 9: "Have I not commanded you? Be strong and courageous. Do not be afraid; do not be discouraged, for the Lord your God will be with you wherever you go."
The chapter continues to give instructions on how the Israelites will finally go into the Holy land. God gave them specific instructions on how and when they would cross into the Holy land, and all Joshua and the other had to do was obey God's instructions.
Fast forward to 2012. VS 9 " Have I not commanded you? Be strong and courageous. Do not be afraid; do not be discouraged, for the Lord your God will be with you wherever you go." What does that mean to me today? For me it means, that the Lord will be with me wherever I go, and more importantly, I need to remember to take him with me. The verses prior to this instruct Joshua to, "keep the book of law always on your lips." This is a reminder to me, that I should be in prayer for God's direction. I pray all the time for the needs of others, and the concerns of other, but it seems rarely do I have the conversation with God, am I in your will? Am I doing what you want me to do? Then even worse, I don't stop to listen.
Clearly there is a message from God for each of us as to how we complete His perfect plan for us as individuals. I am wondering today, have I been listening? Have I been too afraid of change or the unknown? I believe and scripture tells us that God does not give us a spirit of fear. (2 Timothy 1:7). Interesting, the chosen leader after Moses, Joshua, had to be reminded four times, to be strong and courageous. In my mind the people from the Bible heard God like the sound of James Earl Jones loudly and all around, and even with that assurance of the voice of God and the presence of the Ark of the covenant, there was still fear.
So, I wonder what are the characteristics of a strong and courageous person? How do the biblical examples crush their fear? The first person to pop into my mind is King David. There is not only a man after God's own heart, but a strong and courageous one at that! The identifying feature of the great courageous examples of the bible seems to be prayer. King David as shown in many Psalms, that he called out to Jesus, "Lord hear my cry...." (I did a keyword search at bible gateway for Lord hear my cry, and there were 17 results. Keep in mind that each translation uses different terms, so there could be more.) King David had fear, but he never let it stop him from praying and calling out to God. He always trusted faithfully that God would answer and he would obey that answer. Each of the great biblical examples had dedicated prayer lives that were filled will all needs, not just some.
This leads me to conclude that to be strong and courageous means that my prayer life needs to be well rounded. My prayers need to not only be about others, but also about my own needs and insecurities. I need to call out to the Lord and faithfully wait on His answer and obey His direction. Fear can be crushed by confidence and faith in God. Confidence comes from the Lord, because it is a result of obediently doing something right, honorable, and righteous. In other words, doing the will of God. The Lord clearly promises over and over again, that He is with us wherever we go. As a result of the new covenant, we have the holy spirit living in us. This is an incredible power that can be harnessed if we only ask, if we only pray.
I have blogged about prayer before, and I think it is awesome. However, like I said from the beginning, I find that when I really need prayer or have something going on, I tend to not mention it to God. There is a part of me that is like, "Oh, he knows!" Well, I am reminding myself today, that I need to pray fully for all my concerns and ask for my needs, or something better! (Ephesians 3:17-20) Prayer is the road to courage.
I love this song and am considering it my new theme song!
"So long status quo, I think I'll just let go. You make me want to be brave!"
This is my mindset, now let me hear yours!
It is a funny thing, when I find myself needing God's direction, I usually don't ask for it. Or better yet, I ask and then don't wait to see what he says. I spent my evening praying that I would hear what God is calling me to do, and I spent half the morning not listening. I had three conversations with three different people and each one of them said the same thing to me. Then like a light switch I ask, is this one of those times God is using people to get his message across? Oh but wait!! Change is scary!
I find it NO coincidence that my scripture reading was about being courageous. In Sunday school, we started the book of Joshua. I missed class yesterday to snuggle babies in my monthly rotation at the nursery. I read my homework last night as the rest of my household was sleeping. I am not sure that I have ever read the complete book of Joshua, but it drew me in right in chapter one.
It begins with Joshua being God's chosen leader to follow the footsteps of Moses. WOW, can you imagine? I certainly can not imagine Joshua and how he must have felt, but according to my conclusion from scripture, he must have been afraid. This was a huge change for Joshua, and change can be paralyzed by fear. God instructs Joshua four different times to be strong and courageous.
VS 9: "Have I not commanded you? Be strong and courageous. Do not be afraid; do not be discouraged, for the Lord your God will be with you wherever you go."
The chapter continues to give instructions on how the Israelites will finally go into the Holy land. God gave them specific instructions on how and when they would cross into the Holy land, and all Joshua and the other had to do was obey God's instructions.
Fast forward to 2012. VS 9 " Have I not commanded you? Be strong and courageous. Do not be afraid; do not be discouraged, for the Lord your God will be with you wherever you go." What does that mean to me today? For me it means, that the Lord will be with me wherever I go, and more importantly, I need to remember to take him with me. The verses prior to this instruct Joshua to, "keep the book of law always on your lips." This is a reminder to me, that I should be in prayer for God's direction. I pray all the time for the needs of others, and the concerns of other, but it seems rarely do I have the conversation with God, am I in your will? Am I doing what you want me to do? Then even worse, I don't stop to listen.
Clearly there is a message from God for each of us as to how we complete His perfect plan for us as individuals. I am wondering today, have I been listening? Have I been too afraid of change or the unknown? I believe and scripture tells us that God does not give us a spirit of fear. (2 Timothy 1:7). Interesting, the chosen leader after Moses, Joshua, had to be reminded four times, to be strong and courageous. In my mind the people from the Bible heard God like the sound of James Earl Jones loudly and all around, and even with that assurance of the voice of God and the presence of the Ark of the covenant, there was still fear.
So, I wonder what are the characteristics of a strong and courageous person? How do the biblical examples crush their fear? The first person to pop into my mind is King David. There is not only a man after God's own heart, but a strong and courageous one at that! The identifying feature of the great courageous examples of the bible seems to be prayer. King David as shown in many Psalms, that he called out to Jesus, "Lord hear my cry...." (I did a keyword search at bible gateway for Lord hear my cry, and there were 17 results. Keep in mind that each translation uses different terms, so there could be more.) King David had fear, but he never let it stop him from praying and calling out to God. He always trusted faithfully that God would answer and he would obey that answer. Each of the great biblical examples had dedicated prayer lives that were filled will all needs, not just some.
This leads me to conclude that to be strong and courageous means that my prayer life needs to be well rounded. My prayers need to not only be about others, but also about my own needs and insecurities. I need to call out to the Lord and faithfully wait on His answer and obey His direction. Fear can be crushed by confidence and faith in God. Confidence comes from the Lord, because it is a result of obediently doing something right, honorable, and righteous. In other words, doing the will of God. The Lord clearly promises over and over again, that He is with us wherever we go. As a result of the new covenant, we have the holy spirit living in us. This is an incredible power that can be harnessed if we only ask, if we only pray.
I have blogged about prayer before, and I think it is awesome. However, like I said from the beginning, I find that when I really need prayer or have something going on, I tend to not mention it to God. There is a part of me that is like, "Oh, he knows!" Well, I am reminding myself today, that I need to pray fully for all my concerns and ask for my needs, or something better! (Ephesians 3:17-20) Prayer is the road to courage.
I love this song and am considering it my new theme song!
"So long status quo, I think I'll just let go. You make me want to be brave!"
This is my mindset, now let me hear yours!
Subscribe to:
Posts (Atom)